Okay, so I am happy to have this month over. This month has had so many ups and downs I don't know what to think.
Some of it I can't tell you, but I will tell you I am moving through it and I will be a better person because of it. I am trying to rely more on My Heavenly Father and His Son. This I feel is the only way I can make it through the trials I am having in my life.
I'm now officially moved into my mom's house. I really have had a lot of mixed feeling about this. I know it is where I need to be and I know that it is what needs to happen. I am starting to see a possible reason for why, but I am sure that isn't the only reason. I know that things will work out as long as I have faith in the Lord.
Last of all. My birthday. I've been waiting for my sister to post about it, and it hasn't happened. If you don't know, my niece has the same birthday as me. She turned 2, and I turned 28. We went to Hardware Ranch to see the elk for the day. As we were walking down to get on the sled I was walking with her and I started to train her to know it is my birthday as well as her's. I got this conversation started with her (it took training, but it was really cute)
M: "Is it your birthday?"
K: "YES!"
M: "Is it my birthday?"
K: "YES!"
M: "Is it Mama's birthday?"
K: "No, not Mama's birthday."
M: "Is it Daddy's birthday?"
K: "No, not Daddy's birthday."
M: "Is it Parker's birthday?"
K: "No, not Parker's birthday."
I got her doing that the whole day. My favorite part, was giving her a hug and saying Happy Birthday. Then she said it back! I was so excited. I may have to train her again. But, someday she will never forget.
Basically, the month is over. I am looking forward to March and getting through everything.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
One Month
I have made a decision that I am not too happy with but I know it is the best. I am moving back home. 20 minutes away from every other aspect of my life. But about 3/4 cheaper than where I am living now. I'm so grateful to my mom and her willingness to let me sleep in her house. . . because, honestly, that is about all I will be doing. But, I am going to miss being in the center of everything, at least the center of my life. I have to keep reminding myself, it is temporary. Hopefully, I will be back to the center in June.
I still have one month to get used to the idea, I have one month to pack up five years of my life. I have one month to get used to the fact I will be driving 20 minutes to get to work everyday. I have one month to remember it is all for the best. I have one month to decide what is necessary for me to unpack. One month to let my roommate know all the stuff I bought when I moved in is going with me. One month, and I will be 28 and living with my mom. I thought this January was hard. . . February is going to be hard but for VERY different reasons.
I still have one month to get used to the idea, I have one month to pack up five years of my life. I have one month to get used to the fact I will be driving 20 minutes to get to work everyday. I have one month to remember it is all for the best. I have one month to decide what is necessary for me to unpack. One month to let my roommate know all the stuff I bought when I moved in is going with me. One month, and I will be 28 and living with my mom. I thought this January was hard. . . February is going to be hard but for VERY different reasons.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
You've Got To Be Kidding Me!
So this may be long. . . but I think the whole situation is actually kind of funny/ flattering. It has nothing to do with dating, so don't get your hopes up.
Background information is needed: I am in the 3rd year of teaching. That means I go from a level 1 license to a level 2. I go from provisional to I guess you could call it tenured (I don't know if that is really the right way to say it.) I have to have a mentor come into my classroom on a very regular basis. My first year every week, second year every other week, and third year once a month. Along with the mentor coming in I also have to have 2 observations a year, pass the Praxis test, and make a portfolio, pay a whole lot of money, have my fingerprints and background check done again.
What I have done, my mentor has been coming in. I have had 5 out of 6 observations with my 6th one scheduled for the end of the month. I passed the Praxis PLT with flying colors. I just need to get my portfolio finished, fingerprints, background check and pay a whole lot of money.
I can't really fork over the money until everything else is good to go. So, I am working on my portfolio.
In November I had started an electronic portfolio. I really want to get this right so in December I had my mentor look it over. She thought it was great. OK, good. I can do this. (All I had done was make a folder labeled Portfolio, then I put folders for my artifacts. It was pretty simple and basic.) She then told HR what I was doing. Now the HR director is interested and wants to see it. I emailed him yesterday and let him know I was willing to let him look at it. When he emailed me back he kind of hinted that he was expecting my portfolio to be a PowerPoint. Instead of planning for my day tomorrow I spent the whole afternoon (2 hours) putting the portfolio in a PowerPoint. (Actually, I am more excited about it now than I was before.) I figured since I was getting that all prepared, I might as well just finish the whole thing. I am only missing a few artifacts that HR will have taken out if they end up showing all the 1st,2nd,and 3rd year teachers. . . Oh wait, did I forget to tell you something. . . Yes, HR has some workshops for EYE (Entry Year Experience) teachers, and the next one is about portfolios. They may take a few moments and share with the other teachers in the district that electronic portfolios are a good choice, and use mine as an example.
I'm not sure right now what the verdict will be. I am sure HR will tell me by tomorrow. I'm also not sure what part I will play in all of this. I'm finding this a little flattering that this would be such a big deal. I'll keep you updated.
Background information is needed: I am in the 3rd year of teaching. That means I go from a level 1 license to a level 2. I go from provisional to I guess you could call it tenured (I don't know if that is really the right way to say it.) I have to have a mentor come into my classroom on a very regular basis. My first year every week, second year every other week, and third year once a month. Along with the mentor coming in I also have to have 2 observations a year, pass the Praxis test, and make a portfolio, pay a whole lot of money, have my fingerprints and background check done again.
What I have done, my mentor has been coming in. I have had 5 out of 6 observations with my 6th one scheduled for the end of the month. I passed the Praxis PLT with flying colors. I just need to get my portfolio finished, fingerprints, background check and pay a whole lot of money.
I can't really fork over the money until everything else is good to go. So, I am working on my portfolio.
In November I had started an electronic portfolio. I really want to get this right so in December I had my mentor look it over. She thought it was great. OK, good. I can do this. (All I had done was make a folder labeled Portfolio, then I put folders for my artifacts. It was pretty simple and basic.) She then told HR what I was doing. Now the HR director is interested and wants to see it. I emailed him yesterday and let him know I was willing to let him look at it. When he emailed me back he kind of hinted that he was expecting my portfolio to be a PowerPoint. Instead of planning for my day tomorrow I spent the whole afternoon (2 hours) putting the portfolio in a PowerPoint. (Actually, I am more excited about it now than I was before.) I figured since I was getting that all prepared, I might as well just finish the whole thing. I am only missing a few artifacts that HR will have taken out if they end up showing all the 1st,2nd,and 3rd year teachers. . . Oh wait, did I forget to tell you something. . . Yes, HR has some workshops for EYE (Entry Year Experience) teachers, and the next one is about portfolios. They may take a few moments and share with the other teachers in the district that electronic portfolios are a good choice, and use mine as an example.
I'm not sure right now what the verdict will be. I am sure HR will tell me by tomorrow. I'm also not sure what part I will play in all of this. I'm finding this a little flattering that this would be such a big deal. I'll keep you updated.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Some Thoughts on Teaching and Life in General.
Over my break I read Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen, again. I found this quote, and I realized how true it is to my life as a teacher.
"You think me foolish to call instruction a torment, but if you had been as much used as myself to hear poor little children first learning their letters and then learning to spell, if you had ever seen how stupid they can be for a whole morning together, and how tired my poor mother is at the end of it, as I am in the habit of seeing almost every day of my life at home, you would allow that to 'torment' and to 'instruct' might sometimes be used as synonimous words."
--Catherine Morland
Sometimes we make instruction, torment. It isn't just a torment for the students though. I have found moments of torment while teaching and waiting for students to answer a question or to become lively. What can I do to make it less of a torment? I have no idea. I just have to think about it and stop tormenting my students and instruct them.
Now Life. December came and went too quickly. I really have no idea where the time went. I taught every weekday until the 22nd. Then I went to my mom's on the 23rd and spent the whole weekend at her house. I LOVED seeing my family. Everyone was there on the 26th. My favorite part of the day was sitting up with my two nephews (aged 18 and 17) and talking about life. It was just fun. I don't get to do that very often.
Anyway, the old year left with a party and just watching movies with a friend. Then the new year came in with a mouse in my ceiling. I also poked a hole with my finger in that ceiling. I had a make shift patch and I didn't sleep for 3 days. (Part of that was due to the fact that I was the only one home for 2 of those days.) Also, the unavoidable was approaching. I was getting ready to go back to school. Not only teaching school, but learning school. I started my MEd (Masters of Education) yesterday. Right now, I LOVE one class, and will tolerate the other. It is going to be an interesting ride the next few years. I am excited to do this.
Here is the best story of them all. Somehow in my class today we were talking about my birthday and how old I am. The conversation went something like this:
G: How old are you Miss. Duncan
MD: 27 I'll be 28 on my birthday.
M: You're 27! And NO guy had EVER proposed to you?
MD: I know. That is really sad isn't it?
I better get working on that proposal. Heaven forbid I reach 29 and never be proposed to!
"You think me foolish to call instruction a torment, but if you had been as much used as myself to hear poor little children first learning their letters and then learning to spell, if you had ever seen how stupid they can be for a whole morning together, and how tired my poor mother is at the end of it, as I am in the habit of seeing almost every day of my life at home, you would allow that to 'torment' and to 'instruct' might sometimes be used as synonimous words."
--Catherine Morland
Sometimes we make instruction, torment. It isn't just a torment for the students though. I have found moments of torment while teaching and waiting for students to answer a question or to become lively. What can I do to make it less of a torment? I have no idea. I just have to think about it and stop tormenting my students and instruct them.
Now Life. December came and went too quickly. I really have no idea where the time went. I taught every weekday until the 22nd. Then I went to my mom's on the 23rd and spent the whole weekend at her house. I LOVED seeing my family. Everyone was there on the 26th. My favorite part of the day was sitting up with my two nephews (aged 18 and 17) and talking about life. It was just fun. I don't get to do that very often.
Anyway, the old year left with a party and just watching movies with a friend. Then the new year came in with a mouse in my ceiling. I also poked a hole with my finger in that ceiling. I had a make shift patch and I didn't sleep for 3 days. (Part of that was due to the fact that I was the only one home for 2 of those days.) Also, the unavoidable was approaching. I was getting ready to go back to school. Not only teaching school, but learning school. I started my MEd (Masters of Education) yesterday. Right now, I LOVE one class, and will tolerate the other. It is going to be an interesting ride the next few years. I am excited to do this.
Here is the best story of them all. Somehow in my class today we were talking about my birthday and how old I am. The conversation went something like this:
G: How old are you Miss. Duncan
MD: 27 I'll be 28 on my birthday.
M: You're 27! And NO guy had EVER proposed to you?
MD: I know. That is really sad isn't it?
I better get working on that proposal. Heaven forbid I reach 29 and never be proposed to!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving!
After watching the following video I realized I needed to say a little bit about what I am grateful for in my life. So watch the video and then I will share what I am grateful for.
Right now I am grateful for my family, my job and my friends. I am grateful that I have a Heavenly Father who is looking out for me. Who knows what I need in my life. I am grateful for my Savior and his Atoning sacrifice. I am also grateful for the gospel in my life. I am grateful for temples. Knowledge(spiritual and secular) I am grateful for the tough times in my life. I am grateful for being truly happy.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you all remember what this wonderful holiday is all about!
Right now I am grateful for my family, my job and my friends. I am grateful that I have a Heavenly Father who is looking out for me. Who knows what I need in my life. I am grateful for my Savior and his Atoning sacrifice. I am also grateful for the gospel in my life. I am grateful for temples. Knowledge(spiritual and secular) I am grateful for the tough times in my life. I am grateful for being truly happy.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you all remember what this wonderful holiday is all about!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Crazy? Why Yes, I Think I Am
I am going to get my MEd (Masters of Education). I just got accepted into the program at Weber State. I will be starting in January. I am excited. But I am also wondering what I am getting myself into. I know it will be a good thing. I just have to remember I am doing what is best for me and for my teaching.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Contest!
My friend, Becky, is doing a contest for a free blog design. Click on the button to sign up.
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